30.May.25

writing diaries and journals was never something i was never particularly good at, so i'm hoping things go well with this... well, i can only try! it's hard to articulate sometimes, especially as a schizophrenic person. i'm not ashamed to put that out there, nothing to be ashamed of in my opinion! ( ´ ▽ ` ) however, days can be hard. days can be really hard, but i persevere.

all that aside, today was a really good day! i have a fiancee, and we went to a garden centre. it was a pretty far taxi ride lol, but it's so big and interesting. i love plants. maybe in the same way as animals? i think i just have an interest in caring - really, it's why i wanted to be a carer of some sort when i got older... it's not happened yet, but there's always time. just kidding, i love the job i do now!

anyway... i can't believe we found marimo!! they're so cute and fuzzy! something about lil ball creatures is too cute, maybe that's why i like guinea pigs. (*´▽`*) i was carrying them around the store in their jar so carefully... but they're home safe. i'll update when each has a name!

speaking of plants, i currently have morning glories, carrots, bell peppers, foxgloves and strawberries in a little greenhouse. the morning glories are flourishing, though nothing else has sprouted yet. it may take a while, it's only been maybe a week or so! let's strive for blooming plants this year!